OK so I keep getting this feeling that I am just not in love with my SO and I don't really know if I trust him I don't mean with other women I mean trust him in things like money dodgy deals etc but I'm trying so bad to have a child with him.

I feel I'm 28 own a house together but deep down I know I'm just trying to be be happy when I'm not at all my relationship is pointless buy do much I want a baby which us selfish for a child and I feel so silly for thinking that as if I read this comment I would say leave so I know the answer I just can't do it x