I just miscarried what would've been my second child two days ago. I'm so heartbroken. My son is 8 months old and this baby was only 7.3 weeks along. Everything was great. My husband and I got married almost 3 weeks ago after splitting up entirely. My family bond is stronger. My son is growing so rapidly. My husband's job is getting us more stable. I have an interview for a great paying job Monday. Everything was perfect. And when I found out that we were pregnant again after trying for 3 months, I was so happy. There was no fear, no regrets, or embarrassment. Only joy. We knew this one would be a girl because of a family pattern.. Oh God, I'm so broken. Part of me doesn't want to risk going through this again for a very long time, but I love having babies and I miss having one in my tummy.. I don't know if we should start trying again soon, or give ourselves time to heal. I am so broken. I just feel like I can't breathe most of the time. I don't want to be alone. I miss my husband every second he isn't directly touching me. I'm so scared and sad and broken. I don't know that I could make it through another one any time soon, but we want a baby so badly.