We are young on the 20s Heathy. Trying to get pregnant since Jun. it happens twice and Mc all the time. Idk what to do anymore. Pretty clear I don't deserve to have kid or something. With both I never made it to my first ultrasound.  I can't take this anymore, idk why God is punishe me and what I did wrong to deserve this. Fell like I have nothing left on me anymore to live like that.