I know you lost your LO in June. I know how excited you were to raise that baby with your fiance by your side. And I know how heart broken you are. Now you two are trying to conceive again and every month so far has been a BFN. You can't help but think, why? Why do druggies who throw their babies away get to have children? Why do abusive parents get to have kids? Why not you? Sure you've only been trying since August, but it just seems like it's never going to happen. Every month you get your hopes up and when you don't see those two pink lines, you cry. I know you do. But cheer up butter cup, your time will come.... eventually...