So I had a very physical and sexual abusive relationship a couple years back and ever since then I have had no sex drive. I find that I have sex with guys so that they like me more and think I'm this fun girl who loves sex. (I don't go sleeping round, I mean at the start of a relationship, or maybe on a couple occasions just to feel wanted, I know not good) I have depression anxiety and a personally disorder so I am very up and down (also on a cocktail of pills for this) but I've found myself to just have sex to shut ex boyfriends up. Maybe do it like once a week but that's because they go on and on about it. I hate having sex I do not enjoy it but I'm ruining relationships because of this. I was dating a guy I recently finished with cos I hated having sex. Help?