Dear boyfriend

First, I want to tell you that I love you, I appreciate you, & I thank you for giving me 2 beautiful boys. Secondly...

I want to tell you that I'm sad. That sometimes this isnt the life I want. Sometimes I want to run away from all this responsibility. Sometimes I'm resentful, and sometimes I blame you for my unhappiness. Sometimes I look at our boys and wonder what it would be like without them.

Sometimes I believe you deserve better. Sometimes its hard to stay. Sometimes I just want to cry alone in our room.

We've been together for 4yrs, and its been tough. We've both said and did things that we aren't proud of. But I see the changes you're making, I see the effort you're putting in. I know you're trying. And I cant thank you enough. Thank you for putting up with me, and for never giving up on us.