I feel awful??

So I feel bad.. I don't even know if I should be in this group? I have gd but it's completely diet controlled. Like not even. I don't watch what I eat. At all. I eat like I did before I drink soda and such and my numbers are always perfect. The only times they are ever high is if I don't move between eating and testing. And I see other women on here having real trouble with it and I feel bad :(