Too damn awkward. 🐢🤐

Rachelle • I am eighteen years old. I spend my time kayaking, rock climbing, and hiking along side my wonderful boyfriend.
I'm tired of my boyfriend having to do all the work. I want to "take care" of him for once, but I'm terrible at giving blow jobs and the thought of being on top kind of frightens me. Any ideas on how to please him and not be so damn awkward?