I'm 14 and in yr9. Every morning I wake up and dred going school, I really don't mind the work it's just the people . I always feels like something bads going to happen and like everyone is speaking about me .  My friends arnt at all real, just people I associate with, there all fake. I'm in the "popular" group (hate using that word" and just wish I could be like all the other girls who arnt in it who are always having a laugh and keeping them selves to themselves . Considering moceinf school but don't want to mess anything to do with education . Please let I can't do this no more.