Not ready to leave baby

Tyisha • I`m 25 I`m very proud of myself in waiting to have a baby with a person who I know will be there mentally and physically
So I am a new mom my baby is 5 months now she is a beautiful girl she was a surprise.... I have not been back to work since I want to stay home with her. I am going back to school online so I can continue to stay home and be An at home mom.. So my mom always complains the baby sleeps with me and how I'm not letting her b independent I'm ready for to but am I handicapping her