Don't know what to feel.

My SO's mom told me that her husband is getting someone's morning sickness (we love with his parents until we can move into the place we are gonna look at and hopefully purchase today) and one of my best friend told me she's picking up someone's pregnancy munchies (she can't carry to term) and I'm hoping it's me. Its a bit early in my cycle but from tracking my cm I feel like I ovulated earlier than what glow has told me this month. I feel so nauseous and sleepy all the time but I can't ever sleep at night. Its gotten to where my night and days are mixed up. I want to list other things but I had gotten my hopes up before and was destroyed when af came (a positive hpt) I just really want this to be my month.