On and off through the years, my biological brother molested me. I kept that secret buried in me for years until one day, at my high school I broke down in front of everyone and had to go down to my counselor, and I told him everything. I trusted him, I was so fragile and it was the first time I openly talked about it. It was the first time thoes memories and thoughts actually became spoken words. Of course, not knowing how the law works, he had to get child protection services involved. They came knocking on my door one day and my whole family was mad at me. My dad took my brothers side and told me "to get out of his life" while my mom told me "you shouldn't have told your counselor, you should've came to me". She knows how much pain I've gone through but won't get me help because  she says that all therapists are there to take your money. Mean while, she has spent $100,000 plus on building a business. She said They don't just want to talk to you but they want the whole family involved to make more money...I'm so hurt and don't know where to go or turn to. I'm not worth it or anything apparently:( I'm 19 and I feel like I just wanna die.