I'm about ready to just give up... Give up on trying to be the wife I'm suppose to be... To give up trying to have another baby!! Guess I should take it as a sign that my 7 year old is gonna be an only child and my other 5 babies died... I'm just so over it... Don't understand how my husband can want to have more kids and want us to keep tying but doesn't wanna have sex when I need us to!! Im just tired and needed to vent I guess sorry for the depressing post yall