Hoping for my Rainbow baby

Hi everyone... I was just wondering if there were any other mommies here who have loved and lost? I found out i was pregnant with my now angel baby july 21st 2015 and our baby went to heaven August 29th 2015. Our sweet love actually ended up being an ectopic pregnancy which the doctors didnt realize right away and sent me home without an ultrasound. A few days later i was in unbearable pain and started bleeding very badly. I had to be rushed in emergency surgery for a ruptured ectopic pregnancy.. :'( I lost my sweet baby and my left fallopian tube in the process... Ive just about lost hope and feel like less of a woman.. Are there any mommies out there who have had this happen? And were you able to get your rainbow baby? Please talk to me.. Im so sad and giving up hope...