He left me because I'm sick

The man who I thought was the love of my life left me because I have depression. This year I've been trying really hard to get my spark back (meds, therapy), but its been hard because he complains about everything I do and says my problems aren't real. He even said he hates the sound of my voice when i try to talk to him about my feelings. It hurts, but what hurts the most right now is how badly I need a hug and how he's not around to give it to me. Am I really that hard to love?