Really need some help

Crystal

Had a Miscarriage Nov 11th

Sexed Nov. 26th

Haven't had aunt flow yet after having D & C done

Aunt flow due Dec 11th but bleeding now

I've took 8 test all showing faint lines looks like to me..

Do u see it? This was took 1st thing this am .. I think I'm just going crazy.. and still hurt over losing my baby am I seeing things? Is it left over hormones causing the faint positive ? And I know before u start jumping on me I was supposed to wait til after I had a cycle but hubby works off on jobs and gone for months at a time!