BIG FAT negative!!!

Brittany • Married. TTC #1
TTC for 9months. I can't keep going through this heartache... How do some or you ladies cope? I feel so useless as a woman. Everyday I see someone post thier growing belly bumps, thier positive tests and vfl... It's overwhelmingly depressing. I downloaded this app in hopes that it may help. I think it's just making me feel worse. Idk what to do from here