Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I would also love to know if this has happened to you and how you made your decision. Ok...here we go!

I am a 32 year old mom of a 12 and 6 year old boys. They are from a previous relationship. I am married and have tried a few times for a baby with my husband but have sadly ended in miscarriages. After the 4th one I decided to give up. My body was tired! My husband and I talked and we both agreed that we was content and would just focus on my 2 that he claims as his (loves them like his own).

Now...after a year of not trying I am having mixed emotions. I kinda wanna try again but then again I don't! We have talked and he told me that he would be happy either way. Now I just gotta figure out my feelings...I'm so confused! Can anyone help me out?