So when I have my daughter i plan on having my mom watch my son. But lately I've just been freaking out about leaving him with someone (even though I trust my mom 1000%) when im in the hospital. I don't know if it's just my anxiety that's got me worked up but lately I've been anxious about my son as well as the birth of my daughter. I know he will be fine and my boyfriend can check in on him and at some point he will visit me but it's just Making me nervous that I won't able to see him or anything. I was that mom that didn't go out ever his entire first year of life. Besides going to the store or something quick I haven't left home with anyone and the few times I did hang out with my best friend without him he was with his dad. He's always been by my side and it's just a lot for me to handle knowing I'll be busy having a baby and he's in someone else's care. He loves his grandma and I know it's in my head but has anyone else felt anxiety about leaving their first born with someone while they were in labor?