Hey all.. I've just been super emotional lately.. So I'm 20w5d today.. All I can think about this morning is how alone I feel. I have my husband and he is amazing, but we moved an hour plus away from family and I don't have many friends here. I have the girls I work with but none of which we have really hung out outside of work.. And I've just been thinking about a friend back at home that I would have done anything for, she was my best friend. It's so devastating to me that she doesn't even try to be here for me throughout my pregnancy. She was pregnant 2 years ago and I was there day or night for her... I would take her places cause her and her husband only had one car.. Even after we moved i would make the long trip to go see them... But since I've been pregnant she's texted me maybe once or twice. I'm just so upset that a person I would have done anything for.. That I would drop anything if she asked for my help.. She doesn't want to be involved with me or my baby girl. Part of me feels so unloved and alone... Idk I have tons of support, I just wish this one friend would care more.. Idk if anyone understands my babbling.. I just found myself lying in bed thinking about this today...