I'm 20 weeks today and our anatomy scan is tomorrow. I don't know why I'm freaking out since everything has gone well so far and we've never made it anywhere near this far with our other pregnancies. I'm just so scared they'll find she's missing half her brain or have heart or kidney issues or a million other things. We want this baby so bad. I know being nervous isn't going to help at all. I'm normally not a worrier, but I can't help it before every damn appointment...

Also, and I know this is super stupid, I'm worried our early elective scan was wrong and she'll be a boy. Now I'm 110% ok with having a boy, that wouldn't make me sad in the least, but it would be sad to not be having our baby Maggie.

I don't know how long it will take to hear from the doctor either cause the scan isn't at the office. I'm just hoping everything's ok.