My best friend of 10 years has been with me every step of the way of me a my husband of ttc. She's always been there every month on that dreaded day. Yesterday she came to my house and announced she's pregnant with a boy she has been with for 3months. She went on and on about how she can't believe she got pregnant as they only had sex a couple of times that week(which feels a big slap in the face) Putting my feeling aside I feel she's done this way too soon and worried for her as this happened with her first and I was there to pick up the pieces and supported her as a new single mother when her ex up and left. I can't help but feel hurt by her for just coming out with it, I was devastated and made an exuse for her to leave and just broke down, the only concideration she took for my feelings was to say to me I bet you want to slap me right now and then went on to say well at least you will have another god child. Af turned up last week and I was truly devastated on the phone to her in a mess and tommorw is the anaversary of my dads death, my mum and husband feel it was selfish of her to just come out with it at this time knowing the way I feel and the week I'm having. I just don't know how I will cope this next 9 months watching her go through everything I would give anything to have:(, I feel guilty I feel this way about her she is my best friend, I just can't help but feel she took no concideration to my feelings :( sorry need to rant done nothing but cry since.