Well it's safe to say I'm kinda giving up on the fact of even having a child of my own for the past 5-6 months me and my love have been trying very hard trying to conceive, almost month after month and test after test in thinking that I could be turns out to be that I'm not, been off the pills as long as I've been trying to conceive still nothing yet but a bunch of throwed off cycles, I just keep saying if its gonna happen it'll happen if not oh well I'm just fed up really