Well my last relationship was with a person who was a year younger then me. We had lots of issues so we broke up in May 2015. We were together for two years. While in a relationship I cheated 3 times & confessing those three time to him.(why we broke up) with him I couldn't get attracted sexually. But he is the perfect guy evey girl would want! Being single I have had sex quite often with no strings attached. There's one person I can call upon to give me the best sex ever! Only problem is I'm starting to talk to a guy on  a more serious level. I've known this guy for 11 years. He's my bff cousin. We've always had a crush on each other but now we are ready to try. Idk but for some reason I want the company of someone but I don't want to be tied down at the same time. I'm only 20 & sex was a touchy subject for me since I was molested as a minor. I just feel like I have a sex rampage going on & I feel like I'm being perceived as a "hoe". For the first time in myblifebom comfortable experimenting with sex. My total count of sexual partners is 12 since 2011. Am I being out of control? What should I do? Am I a hoe? Please help thank you.