Pretty much spent this year pregnant..
I pretty much spent this whole year being pregnant. I lost my daughter in July at 21 weeks due to my cervix shortening abruptly and I lost another baby at 11 weeks last Wednesday following a D&C the baby stopped growing at 9 weeks. So much effort only to have Empty arms. I just got a new job and there is a pregnant woman ready to pop. She walks in and starts talking to the other girls in the salon in front of me about how she's so ready. I started crying right there in front of everyone and b lined it to the bathroom. They probably think I'm crazy. When will the pain stop. I lose it every time I see a pregnant woman. I see them on a daily. All I wanted was a baby. I'm 30. My BF wants to wait 6 months to a year now cause we need an emotional break but that seems like a lifetime away. My doctor says my body is "fine" and all this has been a fluke considering I had a healthy pg almost 12 years ago, but I'm not satisfied with that. I want to see a fertility specialist. Sorry for the rant I just feel nobody understands me and I know you all do unfortunately 😕
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