When is enough, enough?
Hi ladies! This is my second month on Clomid, 100mg. My husband and I have been trying for about 3 years now. Though I believe I wasn't ovulating until Clomid so I don't know if we can physically call it 3 years, but mentally it has been 3 years. Well, I think I'm about to get my period due to the spotting and cramping I'm having so I assume I am out for yet another month. My husband doesn't get it... He said I need to calm down and stop worrying about this process but as you ladies on Clomid know, it's not that easy. I told him that I think I might do one more round and be done. I don't know how much longer I can't take the side effects, the emotions, the let downs.. Not to mention, this month I got a yeast infection and my dr said its either pregnancy or the Clomid and could happen again. When is it fair to say that my body and mind have been through enough? Easy for him as he is involved in the fun stuff while TTC but I am the one who gets the hot flashes, fatigue, lack of sleep, change in appetite, sore boobs and absolutely crazy emotions from the hormones. When is it fair for me to decide that I don't want to be put through this anymore? And why can't my husband understand this and everything I go through?
Sorry for the long post. Maybe I just need to rant but I am beyond upset and I'm so sick of feeling this way over and over and over again. Maybe it's time to just decide that I will never be a mother?
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