Most likely miscarriage "(

Nicole
Not having a good day. My tests went from to faint, to dark, to faint, and almost nothing. Maybe tweaking pictures is not so smart. Maybe testing before a missed period is not good as well. Today would have have been day 1 of a missed period and I would have tested negative and not noticed the faint line. I wouldn't be making and emergency doctors visit, I wouldn't have called off work, and I would be sitting here crying....... I now have emergency blood work appointment today. I know what that means though. Lines don't get faint unless the HCG levels are declining. I am praying for a miracle but we all know what that means. I haven't bled yet but I know.  This was my 3rd cycle trying. I am trying to tell myself this ok you will be ok. You know you can get pregnant, you know his sperm got the job done, and it could be worse. This could have have happened at week 10 and you would have to wait about 6 months to try again. You didn't hear a heart beat. You didn't see an ultrasound. You didn't tell too many people. These are the things I am trying to tell myself but I am still crying, haven't eaten, and still haven't showered. Why is it so hard? Today I seen this woman 6 months pregnant on Facebook DRINKING in Germany! How can someone like that have a perfect baby but I can't. It's just so unfair!!!!!