I've physically hurt as long as I can remember. Just pain everywhere all the time. All the doctors say I'm healthy. Maybe fibromyalgia. And as long as I can remember I've hurt myself in little ways because when I relieve that pain, those little moments are the only times I feel no pain. Not anything dangerous, like pressing my fingernail too hard to my gums or press to hard on my cuticles and stuff. Im not depressed, but I know this isn't the healthiest thing to do. I don't do it for the pain, but for the relief afterwards. Am I alone? What should I do? (Never any thoughts of suicide or problems with depression)