I know this is a hard time for everyone. I am so sorry for everyone's loss. I'm dealing with my first period or lack there of since we lost our baby at 11 weeks. This is my second miscarriage in 5 years. I was supposed to start on the 9th and I did on the 8th but I didn't. I thought I had started so I put a tampon in changed it after work and there was nothing. So I took it as spotting. My body had been doing since then. This morning I thought it was the real deal and I changed once (wasn't full I was just curious) when I got home again nothing. I'm frustrated for many reasons one being I can't really try for our rainbow baby if my body doesn't chill out and just have a period. On the other hand the only thing that made the pain of losing my baby was being with my husband. We were not trying to attempt to get pregnant but we didn't use protection. So my head gets filled with silly thoughts that I might be pregnant. My first miscarriage the first period was on time and heavy and that was that. So I'm confused and wondering if any other women out there had a weird first period. And with all this spotting should I just look at it as a extra light period???