Tomorrow will be a new beginning

I had a pos pt back in July and I was so excited Bc I wanted a baby so bad. My fiancé and I were in bliss however we just moved in together and argued a lot which caused me to stress a lot. I lost my baby after one argument. I was 2 months when I felt blood flowing down my legs. I screamed so loud and ran into the bathroom. I called him and let him know what he had caused. He stood in the bathroom door way looking dumb founded. I screamed, "take me to the er"! Once at the er we were notified that the baby was still there. I was elated but after 2 weeks I discovered the baby was no longer growing. I have several fibroids in my uterus and when I was pregnant I was recommended to take things easy but I didn't. After taking the miscarry pill I have been defistated about my lost. I am on my way to getting a myomectomy tomorrow. I had a very long talk with my immature fiancé.   I am hoping he understands that he should not put me under so much stress. I am not sure of the cause of my midcarrisge whether it was the fibroids or the stress or the two combined. I am willing to eliminate one problem (fibroids) and if I feel he will stress me out the way he did before such as arguing about stupid idiotic things, I will eliminate him as well. So this marks as a new beginning for me 😌