Need help !

I'm 26, Asian. I have not been in a relationship with any man. Still a virgin. " I know it sounds like what???".... But recently I have been having strange feelings. I star picking up topics related to guys, making myself beautiful all the time,thinking on how to do things like cooking baking ones I'm married. After thinking about it, there would a mind voice in me asking me like what's wrong with you.... no marriage no man's. Stay independent. But I know that I'm not feeling good. What is wrong in me? Please help.