There are a lot of mediocre things in life, but love shouldn't be one of them. I feel unappreciated, undervalued, and just there to offer what a woman should offer: a baby and being a companion. I have been with him for a while now and each and every day I fall out of love with him. He does nothing for me to make me feel like a woman... nothing!!! Not even a flower from the garden, that he picked himself, to show me that for one second, just one second he thought of me. I am pregnant 9 weeks and everything he does is because of the baby. He never asks me if I want or need anything.... I feel like I am here just to give him a family. I feel like he doesn't value me and I deserve a lot better. I left everything behind to be with him, I became someone I never thought I would be and for good reason... but as the months went by... I realized why he has me closed... it's so sad... I am very down and honestly I can't tell him... I did a few times and nothing has changed. I think I am very close to moving on...