I'm 8 weeks pregnant and sitting here rubbing my belly and hoping that I get the chance to hold this little baby in my arms one day.

I have a dating ultrasound on Wednesday and I'm terrified there will be no heartbeat. I have lost two other babies to miscarriages and I know that worrying doesn't help but it's so hard not to. I am on progesterone and baby aspirin. I have had no bleeding, but I'm still scared. My husband just keeps telling me not to worry. But how do I not? How do I turn it off?

...lost the baby. It was a boy. I got to hold him and am going to bury him with his Grandpa. RIP my little angel. Mommy and Daddy love you so much!