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I quit...

I no longer want to try. I'm tired of the months passing by with the same result. I'm tired of everyone else being successful. I'm not excited anymore. My when's are no longer a thing and if's are just as slowly leaving my vocabulary. I know many go through exactly what I currently am yet I feel so alone. When everyone around you has that glow and it's all you can hope for how can you not get so down. No one ever tells you things like this would be this hard. No one teaches how to cope with the emotions of this struggle. I feel hopeless, sad, and alone. I feel broken and useless. And at the moment all I want to do is cry.
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AJ

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Honey... I promise I feel you. After 10 unsuccessful years, I made up my mind that I was done being hopeful. We are done trying because all it has done is put a strain on our marriage and make us forget that we started out as us.... we are slowly getting back to us. I wish I could tell you that you really do STOP wanting, that you really do stop trying but truth is. .. it will always be there. The only thing you can do is take it one day, one step, one more pregnancy announcement at a time.I still cry, a lot, and its still difficult but all we can do is try to live for us. Good Luck ♡♡♡

Ni

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I can only imagine what you are going through but don't give up. Take time for yourself and relax and spoil yourself a little. When you get stressed and feel lost do something that makes you happy.

Am

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Awe I'm sorry your feeling down. I felt the same when we were trying although it didn't take that long but it felt long. Looking at all those negative tests, getting your period and starting again. I wish you the best of luck and fingers crossed your wish comes true soon. Hugs

Ac

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I feel the same way sweetie.. my friends have 1, 2, and now one of my friends is having their 3rd next month. My other half and I have been trying for a few years and I've been getting blood work done and I'm on clomid... our family keeps asking when are you going to have kids? I tell them with a smile in maybe a year or two, but in reality I'm trying not to cry sometimes. Having 1 mc 5 years ago and not being able to conceive since. A couple months ago on of our friends said they were going to start ttc. This morning we got a phone call that they think they were. I'm happy for them. But I feel super depressed. Hopefully one day will be able to have that same joy that they do
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