My baby was due Christmas Day and as the days get closer I feel like nothing is right. Nothing is the way it was supposed to be. Christmas was always my favorite time of year. It always made me happy and now I just feel like I'm missing something. Part of my tree lights went out. The angel we wanted to buy for our tree to remember our baby is out of stock. I just want to give up and go to sleep and skip Christmas all together. I can't face Christmas this year and it's not even here yet..