All I want to do to is take a testita like I go through these horrible fits of it where i,yet everyday for a few days.....just praying there will be 2 lines and there just isnt! I had my miscarriage in early Sept...and since then I've 3 heavy week and a half periods....and each time within a week,i get the urge to test...just thinking praying hoping...this time it will be my time and my baby will stay with me till the end and,into my waiting arms. And i can't stand to hear to it will happen when it's time, one more time!