Kind of realize, "Holy crap. I'm actually pregnant. In June I'll be a parent. I'll have a tiny infant that I will be responsible for caring for!"?

I guess I'm flippin out! Ftm, not many friends/family around and the ones that are havent shown too much interest. I've never cared for an infant before. Im just freakin! Lol

I'm sure I'll do great. It's just still a lot to think about. I'm doing tons of research on which products to buy, and I still barely know how to do any of this. Blahhhhh!

Anyone else flippin the fuhhhhhh out?