Why are you so hard on yourself? You chose a great man regardless of how great the other man was. I know it's hard to forgive yourself for hurting James because he's the first heart you've ever broken, but think about how much worse you'd have felt breaking Justin's and your little boys heart.

Be a woman, be strong, you're growing life inside you with a man you love. You've been through worse. Remember where you've come from. Focus on the life growing inside you every day. Focus on the little family you've created. Isn't it worth it looking into Justin's eyes and seeing how much he loves you? The warmth he creates in your heart will melt what ever ice is left over. You're loved, just know you're loved. Stop crying, stop hating yourself.

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James has every right to hate you... Let him. He deserves it.

Love Justin and your children with all your heart.

Signed,

The next chapter of your life