I've been ttc for 19 months now for baby #1. I'm 29years old and I feel like I am never gonna get pregnant. At one stage I stop tracking my cycles because I was so disillusioned. Now I just want to get pregnant. I have; like so many of you seen women get pregnant and have their babies and not one hint of pregnancy for me. I have had enough. It's heartbreaking! I im starting to feel like this is not meant for me. And I hate myself!!!

The doctor said that if I don't get pregnant in the next 4 months then they will consider assisted fertility. That is scary!!!