AF came again

Morning ladies. Well after 3 negative tests AF decided to show her face on cycle day 39. I knew it was coming and I was still heart broken once again. 💔 my husband is calling today to schedule his sperm analysis and then it will be back to the doctor to discuss next steps. I am so ready for my chance to be a mommy and want this BFP so badly. My cycles were averaging 31 days but with this long cycle I have no idea when to expect AF next month. I'll be starting digital opk's Monday 12/28 because I don't want to take a chance and miss my surge. This is the first month I've spent the $ on the digital tests and I'm hoping they are more accurate than the test strips I've been using. Fingers crossed that January will be our month. 😔