Confused and starting to feel anxiety

Opk this morning was this 
Felt that we were at least on our way to a positive , took one this evening and a BFN on the digital version. According to glow today is my peak day and tomorrow is my last day in the fertility window, why am I not ovulating? Iv literally taken a test every day since the 15th I'm suppose to start January 4th husband and I have been dtd every other day. I had EWCF yesterday but no positive test ever ! Is this what this journey is disappointment and negatives everywhere !?!? Lol common ! Did anyone out there have just faded looking OPKs?