Good morning ladies! Just wanted to share a picture of my favorite people. I work with children with special needs everyday but these guys I've been with for 6 years. He is pretty much one of my best friends!  I often get frustrated at why I lost my baby. If someone says "it's so common" without showing any understanding of the true emotion behind it one more time I'm gonna freak lol. But I also contemplate, I am okay having a child with special needs. Of course a healthy baby would be wonderful but as I was miscarrying and they said it is likely some genetic issue would be wrong with the baby. I would've been fine having a baby with a genetic disorder, I know it's not ideal but that baby would've been mine still and not gone. But I have to believe there is a better plan, and that next year we are all pregnant and having happy, healthy, beautiful little ones. Sorry for the rant! Check out my most favorite people in the world!