Virginity

Alyssa • 16, Single but in love💋
Okay, so basically I have an 11 day break from school, and I haven't made much plans. There is one things that's always on my mind. I want to have sex. Masturbation is amazing and all, every time I do it I have mindblowing orgasms, but I want to feel it with someone else. I want to feel closeness, someone else's touch. I want to do it on this break... I feel its the best time. I'm turning 16 and I feel ready. However, I'm afraid of a couple of things: 1) pregnancy 2) He won't like what he sees. Obviously I plan on using protection, but you never know. And also, I think my vagina is different... like it has a different smell. Not a bad smell, but its um, a strong scent. And its like a deep pink. Is that normal? But anyway I'm just very insecure and nervous about my first time, especially since my hymen is almost fully intact (my hole is about the size of an eraser on top of a pencil). All in all, I'm just very afraid of consequences and the outcomes. Any advice?