One of those days when u just cant deal...

Melissa
I'm 39 weeks today. Never thought id even make it this far.. our others came at 38, 37+5 & 37+3.. I thought id have a baby two weeks ago tbh. I have contractions all the freakin time. Painful ones. They get regular for hours and then just stop. Have for weeks. The same with the nonstop period cramps. Today its just getting to be too much. I can't sleep, ever. Baby has NOT engaged yet. I haven't dilated any. Not effaced any... seems like he's never going to show himself.. ready for this to be over with.