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Mattie
I am 16 and currently 34 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend stayed the night with me last night (I live with my mom because I am still in school). He slept on a air mattress on the floor in my room (my parents don't think it's ok for us to sleep in the same bed because we are not married. But yes I know I am already pregnant. No comment on that please.) and I cuddled him until he fell asleep like he asked me to. And I got him up for work this morning like he asked me to. He had to get up at 6 and I ended up waking up at 5:50 so I just got down there with him and cuddled till about 6:20. I had to bring him to work (another story) and we ended up getting there about 30 minutes early. So we just sat there. When he had to go in, he kissed me goodbye and then When he started to walk to the store, I got really super sad. Like I wanted to cry because he was leaving for work. And all day today I have been like super sad because he is not here. The air mattress is still on my floor just like he left it this morning and every time I look at it I want to cry because I what him here so badly!! Like I really just want to cry because he is not here. Is this weird? Is this normal???