I know this is rather silly but: baby names.

Courtney
As stated I feel silly for this..but I legitimately feel sad at times over this...
Ever since I was a very small kid, I've always wanted a daughter named Lily or some variation of said name. 
Fast forward to now my SO already has 3 children. He sadly hasn't had contact with his oldest since she was 4 (she's now around 14) we are working now on figuring out where her mother is/if he can at least meet her again but I digress..  Her name is Lillyen. 
I wanted that name soooo badly for a baby and I know full well that it would not be acceptable (at least I don't feel it would, and I know SO would be rightfully uncomfortable) 
Anyone else ever have similar feelings? 
*please note I am not angry at my spouse, nor am I resentful, I'm just getting the feel out lol* 

Glow Resources

Let’s Glow

Glow is here for you on your path to pregnancy

Glow helps you navigate your fertility journey with smart tools, personalized insights, and guidance from medical experts who understand what matters most.

25+ million

Users

4.8 stars

200k+ app ratings

20+

Medical advisors