So, it'll be very long story. Please, no rude comments, I really need support. I'm married to my classmate for over the year (been together over seven years). I'm pregnant (14 weeks 2 days). Just before I found out I'm planned pregnant I met an amazing man, who was caring and even came to my town to see me after a week of chating and calls. He even told me he loves me (he prived later), and I fell in love too, bc it was kinda magic between us. Even when I told him I'm pregnant, he didn't left me, trying to change his life to have opportunity to hold a family of three (with a child not from him!). Then I was afraid bc everything was wrong, I didn't want him to change everything just for me, I tried to leave him alone, we kept silent for a month, but all of my thoughts were about him. I wrote him, we started speaking again for a week and then I started arguing just to stop everything, bc I'm married and I think it's better to stay with husband for some time. I really don't want to lie to hubby, he is a good man, but he never ever been that way caring and never loved me this much. I still love my hubby, but it's like family love, like he is my brother, not lover. So now I told my other man I don't love him which wasn't true, and still hope that we'll be together later. But I'm afraid I never be brave enough to leave my hubby, but I totally feel like I won't be happy woman with him.