I just want to have fun!!

I'm so tired of the waiting, tired of the counting, tired of the checking, tired of the timing omg! I was hoping December would be my month but I got my AF so I told my SO that I'm done for January I don't want to talk about baby I don't want to take an ovulation tests and I don't want to even get on my glow app!! I told him I want to be stress free and not think about it for just this January! It's been a bumpy road and I think I deserve to be a little selfish! I told him let's just have sex to have sex let's not do it with baby on the brain! Not for January at least! Ok rant over lol! Who else feels me?