I've always been curious about toys but feel awkward about using them too. Not sure how the hubby would react. Been married over 9 years and he has almost always gotten me to orgasim. I don't want him to think he's not enough anymore, because he really is. But not sure if he would be turned on either. I had one before him but didn't really like it, but there are a lot better ones out there now. Also, not sure what kind(s) I would like/want if I were to get one. Lastly, I feel conflicted because I am a Christian and think that if I were to get a toy that I would be going against my faith and what I claim? Not sure how that fits in.