Explicit language. But I need help.

Miranda • Let's be friends where we don't have too worry about repeating one another's personal lives to the world. 🙊
So, I feel like I'm in an abussive relationship. I seriously love him. But it's getting progressively worse. Tonight for example we got into a argument and I said I just didn't want to talk about it and he was like "no, you need to leave. I live here. You do not. When you are in someone else's house and they tell you to leave, you leave. You don't live here!" (Which he begs me to stay EVERY NIGHT). Then he proceeded with calling me a "fucking bitch" and said "you're fucking crazy!" (Because I said I wanted to talk about it like adults). He literally forced me to leave with nowhere to go at 11:45 pm. He said he didnt care if I died because "it's your own fucking fault!! Don't be fucking stupid". I really know I need to leave. But I don't want too....